Acknowledgements

Special thanks to the beautiful people who has contributed in my research and the upcoming performance @NIE Art Gallery. Tang Da Wu, who has been responsible in my baby steps in performance art. Juliana Yasin, for being very supportive of my works and thoughts. The lecturers in NIE- Colin Reaney, Hasan, John Matthews, Paul Lincoln, Juneo Lee:) and of course Cecily Cheo. The support given was tremendously wonderful and Cecily- you are the best!!

And to my friends, Norsarah, Siti Annazia, Zurainah and bf(Raihan), Joyce Teh- for believing in me. Not forgetting the backbone of my research, Eileena Lee and Charm for providing information on homosexuals and homophobias.

The video work could not have done without the kind support(sponsor) from Nelly De Picardie. The true blue gay women who has bring lots of "life" in my work and research!